O GOD…my silent tears

O GOD…my silent tears

the fears of the mind
lurking in dark alleys
in the alleys of the mind
the fears of varied kinds

these dark alleys…
the deep pockets
far away…..so deep and dark
the words of wisdom
here they get lost
the feet of the faith..here refuse to walk
deep rooted ….
so difficult to get these fears up rooted
alone….in the deep corners of my mind
i sulk…..
the face mine smiles
the voice laughs
the hands talk
the feet walk
yet the heart sinks….
deep inside
the guts churn
and these fears…..stink

oh the stench of fear
oh dear…..the legs go weak
the throat dry
failure is guaranteed as much as i try
the fears of my mind
lurking in dark alleys
in the alleys of this mind
the fears of varied kinds

can i….
will i….
may be…..
how….
don’t know….
they have more….
i am inferior….
my kid….O god….other kids are superior
why me
GOD why me….
I cant talk..
I must not share….
The world will laugh…
None will care…
Shit….
Does he know…
O God she knows…..
Why me
GOD why me……

the fears of the mind
lurking in dark alleys
in the alleys of the mind
the fears of varied kinds

Please some one
Listen to my unspoken word
May be you can understand what you have not heard
Hold my hand
Give me a hug
Please do not dismiss me with a shrug
Show me you care
Help me …..
I want to trust
Yet….i cant
O GOD……these fears
O GOD…my silent tears

…..the unicorn

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